Tears are Falling :')

Kau bernafas, kau hidup, di hatiku
hatiku menangis, kau melangkah, di hatiku
Semenjak kau disisiku, kau selalu dalam pikiranku, panggil aku

Air mata dingin terus terurai, jatuh tiada henti,
Hatiku pedih dan terasa semakin pedih karenamu
Di hari-hariku ku aku merindukanmu, hari – hari seperti ini, karena aku merindukanmu
air mataku jatuh lagi

Aku tersedak dalam kata-kata, meski mengunyanya, kata “Aku Mencintaimu“
Pergi menuju angin, melayang jauh jauh pergi, aku merindukan kau mengucapkan kata itu
Kata yang tak bisa ku ungkapkan padamu, jadi desahan panjang dan mengalir di hatiku

Air mata dingin terus terurai, jatuh tiada henti,
Hatiku pedih karenamu dan terus sakit
Di hariku aku merindukanmu, hari – hari seperti ini, karena aku merindukanmu
air mataku jatuh lagi

Kau yang selalu muncul di hadapanku, mengisi hatiku, menyesakinya
Jadi air mata sakit hati, air mata kerinduan, kau tetap hidup dalam hatiku seperti itu

Air mata dingin terus terurai, jatuh tiada henti,
Karena aku mencintaimu, karena air mata kerinduan ini adalah air mata cinta
Bahkan jika kau berada di sisiku dan tak bisa ucapkan kata – kata itu,
Aku benar-benar mencintaimu

Shinjae - Tears are falling

Just longing to make a post :)

hy , everyone .
Long time no write .
actually im bored now. Really nothing to do.

I miss this blogger and wanna write some words here,
but i have no idea for what i want to write.
So, this might be boring the people who read it

i just share bout my story :)

i've been on my holiday at jakarta 12days ago ( 24.12.11 )
being there for 11days.
Did i happy ? yes, of course !
felt so homey and met my dad. i miss you so much dad :')
I bought some clothes, snacks, drinks and blablabla :D

I went to Puncak; a cold place in rainy weather for 3 days with my family.
We were celebrate happy new year party in there,
and saw so many fireworks, a beauty moment <3

I also went to Bandung; this city is near to Jakarta. The people are very friendly,
but unfortunately I was only a day to be there.
In Bandung, i came to Bandung Super Mall and Istana Plaza.

one of the reasons why i was so happy is i thought i will meet my boyfriend, but it was not :(
huff , its okay next time we will o:)

i was so happy untill i won't come back to Medan. I really love my home :(
i was sad when the last time i close my house gate and went to the airport
i cried and hugged my dad . i really love you my father , i will miss you again :'(


thats all :)

Christina Perri - A Thousand Years

(Verse 1)
Heart beats fast
Colors and promises
How do be brave
How can I love when I'm afraid
To fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt
Suddenly goes away somehow

(Pre-chorus)
One step closer

(Chorus)
I have died everyday
waiting for you
Darling, don't be afraid
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more

(Verse 2)
Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything
Take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath,
Every hour has come to this

(Pre-chorus)
One step closer

(Chorus)
I have died everyday
Waiting for you
Darling, don't be afraid
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more

And all along I believed
I would find you
Time has brought
Your heart to me
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more

(Pre-chorus x2)
One step closer

One step closer

(Chorus)
I have died everyday
Waiting for you
Darling, don't be afraid,
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more

And all along I believed
I would find you
Time has brought
Your heart to me
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more

yang sebenarnya :')

my , dear . this is the deepest from my heart .
I LOVE YOU .
im not lying . i swear :(

Sayang , aku udah keterlaluan ya ?
slalu mojokin kamu :(
aku menyesal . aku minta maaf :'(
aku sedih mikir kalo kita nanti uda ga sama" .

tau ga ? seharian ini aku berusaha buat fokus sama skolah aku, tapi ada aja cara buat kepikiran kamu.
aku gamau km tinggalin, gara" kepikiran soal kmu yg jenuh sama aku,
sampe" kemaren malem aku mimpi kmu, aku mimpi kmu sms in aku , tapi rada marah gitu .
aku takut , trs aku balas sms kamu baik" , aku gamau kamu marah" :(
jadinya baikan deh . aku berharap bisa jadi kenyataan .

tapi sekarang , udah mau 2 hari kita ga contact kan. aku kangen kamu :(
maafin aku :(

aku tau suatu saat aku ga mungkin buat sama kamu terus, aku sama kamu beda :(
ada saatnya nanti kita pisah .
tapi kadang pikiran aku nakal, aku slalu berfikir dan diam" berharap klo nanti kita langgeng ampe tua . hehe :p

tapi, kalo emang kamu udah bener" kecewa sama aku, aku gabisa tahan" kamu lagi.
aku terlalu sering bikin kamu sebel .
aku bakal lepasin kamu, walaupun aku terpaksa, aku bakal belajar untuk rela :')


With Love,
a girl who loves you with all of her heart

#Np Alesana - Apology

Sweat drips in my eyes
Screams of lust we cry
Tonight you are everything

You're everything

You're everything to me
No more, as I wake from this perfect dream
(I'll escape from Eden's wall)
I can not stay and live this lie
For I now must think only of myself

And to think that you will not be scared or
Surprised, I'd severed all these ties
This is the end
(This is the end)

I'll lose myself in anguish for tonight
Help me get over you

I feel so numb to
(I feel so numb to)
See this bitter end

It has come to this one last kiss
Broken pieces will not mend to save our past
Save our past now

This is the end

I'll lose myself in anguish for tonight
Help me get over you
One last false apology
Help me get over you

In my mind, blood drips from your eyes
A beautiful last goodbye